DENIAL IS A RIVER

Hey, I thought it was all over

What's up, Doechii?

Hey, girl

You know it's been a lil' minute since you and I have had a chat

Has it really?

Probably since like, your last EP, Oh The Places You'll Go

Oh wow, it's been a minute, yeah

I've been getting some calls

Oh?

People are a little bit worried about you

Not worried, okay

And I know that I was kinda that outlet for you, so...

You were

Why don't you just tell me what's been going on?

Okay

Remember old dude from 2019, nice, clean ****, did me dirtier than laundry

Took a scroll through his IG, just to get a DM from his wifey (What the fuck?)

I was so confused, what should Doechii do?

She didn't know about me and I didn't know 'bout Sue

I open up the messages and had to hit the zoom

Turns out the girl was really a dude? (Goddamn)

**** think he slicked back till I slipped back

Got my lick back, turned a **** to a knick-knack (To a knick-knack)

I moved on, dropped a couple of songs and then I went and got signed, now it's 2021

Okay, I just feel like this is the perfect opportunity for us to just take a second

And kind of unpack what's happened to you, you know, this guy cheated on you and–

Mmm, nah, fuck it

Platinum record this, viral record that

I'm makin' so much money, I'm all over the net

I'm movin' so fast, no time to process

And no, I'm not in a gang, but I'm always on set

Wrist watch, drip drop, label want the TikToks

Now I'm makin' TikTok music, what thee fuck?

I need a cleanse, need a detox

But we ain't got time to stop, the charts need us (And they do)

Fast forward, me, 2023

I'm stackin' lots of cheese and makin' money

My grass is really green, and—

Honestly, I can't even fuckin' cap no more, this is a really dark time for me

I'm going through a lot

By a lot you mean drugs?

Um, I wouldn't—

Drugs?

No, it's a—

No?

It's a natural plant

No, I'm not judging

I'm not an addict

I'm just saying

I don't think—

Wanna talk about it?

Uh...

I mean fuck, I like pills, I like drugs

I like gettin' money, I like strippers, I like to fuck

I like day drinkin' and day parties and Hollywood

I like doin' Hollywood shit, snort it, probably would

What can I say? The shit works, it feels good

And my self-worth's at an all time low

And just when it couldn't get worse

My ex crashed my place and destroyed all I owned

Whoopsie, made a oopsie

One hundred thousand dollar "oops" made me loopy

I ain't a killer but don't push me

Don't wanna have to turn a **** guts into soup beans

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa

Okay, Doechii, we don't wanna revert back to our old ways, so we're gonna try a breathing exercise, okay?

Sorry, alright, word

When I breathe, you breathe, alright? Let's go

Okay, okay